I feelll

mau tahu apa yang aku rasakan sekarang...???????????????

Want to know what i feel now???

something lost from my heart.
i feel taht i'm loosing something...
or maybe loosing someone??

there is some path or maybe a valley between us.
between me and....

it made my heart so full.
and i don't like this..
i don't like this feeling.
maybe this is start from me
from my faults.
but, why it happens.

how to end this situation and get out from this??
when it will end and we back to normal again???

crying is not ended anything..
its not the solution. but i want it now.
maybe some tears will make my heart better...
but.. i don't think so.

if i can turn the time back into a week ago...
i won't do the same...
made this situation became so... jerk...
maybe i will answer it with smile and forgot what he spoked to me..
and i will be thought that it was kidding...
some foolish word between us...
and i will not... act like a little girl.... even i don't like with what he spoke to me.
if i can turn back again....
this situation maybe will not happen...

but.. i can't..
so what must i do to make this situation normal again...????
time cant' make this situaion normal again if i'm not do something...
but, what must i do????